Maybe it’s because I’m older and wiser, but I’ve noticed that the things which now bring me to tears are fewer the everyday instances of hurt, pain and sadness, but more the unexpected moments of joy, reconciliations and serendipity. Maybe as we advance in years and become more numbed to experiences of tragedy we become more easily moved to tears by the sudden simple beauties that were always before us but appeared at an untimely early age when we still believed the world owed us more.
All I know is the less time I have left here the more important I find it is to plan a clean exit on a high note.
This small epiphany and the wrinkles are how I know for certain that I’ve finally grown up.
Monthly Archives: May 2021
No clue what I will do.
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I bought more panties, bras and pads than any gay man should.
More comfy purses to fit my arms than any straight man would.
To beauty parlors, nail salons and pharmacies with you
Been here and there and everywhereβ¦Iβm not sure what Iβll do.
The little walks and tearful talks and stories of your life
Have filled our days with laughs so thick, canβt cut them with a knife.
I get us lost, you drive me mad and tell me what to do
But we always end up back at homeβ¦Iβm not sure what Iβll do.
The butts of jokes and puns of posts that make so many happy
That Q-Tip hair, the clothes you wear on Facebook looks so snappy.
So many pics that you have nixed and some you never knew
You make life fun to be your sonβ¦Iβm not sure what Iβll do.
Clockwork calling days and nights to see how your day went
And kindly and reciprocally, you ask how mine was spent.
I canβt imagine how itβll be some day when yours are through
Youβre woven so deep in my days and weeksβ¦Iβm not sure what Iβll do.
No clue what I will do.